Struggling

It is quite upsetting when things does not go my way, the way I want it to be, the way I planned. We all know God is the best planner after all and how do I assure myself to not get upset when it did not goes my way? That is the question here.

I know it is bad to question His plan, you may judge me however you want, He knows me well. It is not my intention to question it, I'm just being human and I'm sure this is normally what human does, we get upset over things, literally. It hurts to hope for something especially when you know you have worked hard for it and it's time to leave to Him to decide but in the end He decided not to make it come true. It just hurting. Like really, really, really hurt.